Excel

I am not good at asking people for help. However, I am stuck on Excel. I have no idea what the hell it is. I have asked all the people I would like to ask. The result turned out to be that no body know.

It was in the early morning. It was going to be 3 A.M. I asked Kunal for help via FB. It was nice of him that he promised me to show me how to use Excel. However, before asking Kunal, I was thinking baout Andrew. He is the person who wins my trust. And I know he is a trustable friend. I picked up my courage emailing him because I know that he is currently in holidays. Somehow, I emailed him and I got his replied. I appreciated his instant reply. He helped me to figure out how to get 'mean' and 'standard deviation'. Phew~ those are the information I need. Andrew is such a nice friend. I feel warm inside. Thank you.

Reunion

I can't believe it! I am not new anymore. There are new comers!! Anyway! I feel happy for them!

心痛

以前學地理
書上總是說英國的天氣是陰鬱的
所以英國人很冷淡
不過事實並非確實如此

這裡天空甚藍
可與台灣媲美
只是其戰勝優點是
空氣好,天空可以使然看的透徹
雲也飄的超速秒快

而且,我再也沒有鼻子過敏的現象了!!
(他馬的台灣爛潮濕臭天氣,不知道害了台灣幾百萬人跟我有一樣的鼻病)
(我這下無藥而癒,拜這裡環境所賜)
(但,可能是我待的地點佳,英國也有讓我打噴嚏的地方)
(台灣還是有讓我感覺舒適的地方)
(為什麼我一回到台南就會鼻養勒?)
(我在中部不會的阿!)

唉~對於西班牙人,他們應該覺得這一切是騙局吧
然而我順風轉舵,扭轉已經擬定好的事情
還好契約不生效
不然可就冒險了

It was nice being with you people, but it is a sense of unsecutity.
Therefore, we said good-bye!

一年的轉變

想當初來英國
很不爽英式表達方法和做事風格
但是,經過一年的旅英經驗
我慢慢地從生活模式學到交際的手腕
這也是體驗過冷暖才學會的

一直一來我都以學習和吸收的立場來看待英式作風
這次單槍匹馬的與西班牙人獨鬥
果然,讓我應用了一年所學的英式處世態度
讓人進退兩相誼
而西班牙門人們,也這麼接受了!(真神)

呼~!真的好險
就這麼脫身了
(我也真慶幸,用所學以久的英文騙人)
(連英國好友也跟我說,'你辭意達會')

之前在台灣在怎麼學英文都沒有在這裡的運用自如
如今能超控語言並昇華到社交手腕上
這不是教科書上'到餐廳點餐'的無趣學習

不過英式作風真的是超級無敵霹靂的迂迴
菜鳥被賣了都不知所云
簡而言之
語言搭配生活交際是學習成功的一個重要因素

但是,他馬的就是,阿阿阿我的論文!!!!!!
不過,他馬的不要叫我翻譯,因為即使我會,也不想作.anyway!

Spanish Couple

I have been looking for a place to live since I made up my mind to stay. I met a Spanish couple who offer me a single room. They are nice to be with. The problem is the room is extremely small to me. It is SMALLER than my current bathroom!! Incredible. I do not have much money to pay, so the living quality could not be as perfect as I want. However, I am expecting to learn new things from them!

It was a big surprise to get Adam's email. It is nice to know we have some connection. Good stuff. Yet, I am still wondering if we could be out someday. Like to be with him and talking rubbish!

Pity

"I'm gonna have to love you and leave you, little one." That was what he told me in the early morning. I have no idea why he keeps calling me 'little one'. Anyway, it is cute. Somehow, I think I am neither small nor little. He is such a sweet boy. Ummm, time is not right. The feeling must be stopped. Wondering if we could be out or not. What a pity!
It is so sweet =)

Loving being out

It is Father’s Day! My dearest papa gave me a call and asked me why I did not call him as usual. I answered that I have emailed him three times to express my greeting. However, it is understandable that he wants to hear from me in person.

Andrew was trying to help me with computer problems. We spent time figuring out those problems. Yet, as time went by, those problems have not been solved yet. It really wasted time of doing nothing. We went out to have dinner with Vicky in a Chinese buffet. Food there is very delicious. I enjoyed quite a lot, especially prawns!!

While talking with Andrew, I was trying to mention about Adam! How I wish we could meet again. He is surely a nice boy. Unfortunately, he is not a technical guy. Errr, how can I connect with him! Show up, boy!!

Excel

I really do not know what to do without Andrew's help. He is a nice boy who helps me deal with Excel. Therefore, I got the result I want from those piles of questionnaire.

He asked me to teach him Chinese as the exchange. Of course, there is no problem at all. I would like to show him. Good stuff!!

Where is Adam then? When will he show up?

dating

I want to be out and date with the one I want.
My busy schedule keeps my life dead boring.
I want to be OUT and have a DATE!


Boy! Show up so that we can wander outside.
I want to see you again.
Both of us are running out of time here.
We do not know where each of us will be in the near future.
That is soooooo pooooooooor...

365 dyas were gone

I cannot believe it that it is AUGUST! I cannot help but being out accidently with Vicky to explore Liverpool one. I still remember how I felt when firstly arrived in Liverpool. I felt that I was here for vacation!! What a lovely city it is! The impression of birds is still vividly. Yet, 365 days later, I am right now in the hell. I feel I am going to dead.

The city is as lovely as it used to be. Views in town are changeable which makes me excited. My emotions are easily changed a long with people on the street. At the beginning, I could not understand why there are such silly people to build instant amusement facilities such as beach, bar, skating park, merry-go-around, ect. Now, I deeply realized that it is those instant amusement facilities light up the city.

I was wandering around to see smiles and tears on people’s faces. It was also lovely to spot couples snuggled together though they did not fuck. Errrr, sorry for the last sentence. I was just kidding.

I met Jonny again. I cannot forget his voice. I love every song he plays on the street. I am to shy to be close to him. However, I gave him a big smile and I was extremely happy when he smiled back. I was falling. Hahahaa! Ooooops, I was imagining if there was any possibility for Adam and I to hang out someday. Since he is going to leave and I have no idea where I will be, I want to see him again somehow. Show up, Adam!! I want to talk to you.

To my surprise, there is a boy called Darron whom I do not know made me a compliment on my smiling. Thanks him tho!

Heart is somewhere else

Byr then! I know it is a pity tho. It is just because my heart is not there. I feel free when I am with myself. Thanks. That could be the end of the story. I know what to love. My hear is somewhere else.

There He Comes!

Yes!! He told me he randomly got my email from Andy! He shows up finally! Honestly, that was what I thought in my mind. I am glad there is a connection between us. ya~ :)

Shit! No reaction

I emailed Dorine,Cedric and Manuel to inform them that I am planning to visit them. Dorine told me once that I can live with them. Yet, no reply comes from any of them. I am so sad. How I wish I could live with them.

Shit thing happened today. The internet is out of use!

Expensive dinner

Finally, I finished TEFL training today. It was nice to have lunch with Elwlina in starbucks. She is from Poland. She has been in Liverpool for two years and now she is looking for other places so that she can leave. She wants to stay in a place where is hotter and warmer than England. It is Thailand! Errm, that is not the place I want to be.

When the training was finished, I was heading to a Malaysia restaurant. I bumped into a Spanish girl whom I met on IELTS testing day. She told me frankly that she got my email, but she was too busy to reply. She dose not use facebook as well. It was a pity!

I enjoyed dinner a lot, but the fee was so expensive. It was 16 pounds!!! My money was gone!! I was sad about the money because I did not eat a lot. The dinner ended at half past nine. I was just thinking if I had a chance to go to bar with Mel and Chris. Anyway, I was exhausted. The best thing for me to do was going home and having a good night sleep. When I was leaving, David was planning to drive me home.

I explained that I merely lived around so it was not necessary. Yet, it touched my heart when David said he will keep me in his sight until I arrive at home.
When I was out, I come usually home either by myself or with a friend. David was nice. His behavior is close to my culture which makes me feel familiar and think of my relatives.

UK-TEFL

There were 21 people participating in UK-TEFL training. Most of the participants are the British. Yet, there are some foreigner such as Taiwanese, Cantonese, Polish, Arabic. At the end of the training, we had to do teaching practice. I was asked to teach my mother tongue. I of course, refused the trainer, Emma, because I was there to learn how to teach English. I felt angry and unrespected when she told me that there were almost native speakers. It was no point for me to do teaching practice in English. I was not happy about that.

unconnected?

I was planning to go to bed earlier. Yet, Andrew came to me and chatted with me until it was almost 4 in the earlier morning. I told him about the worst experience, the Italian story. I indirectly knew that Adam uses neither facebook nor MSN. It makes me feel sad because I was thinking we could talk more so that we can understand each other more. Well, now, I am really wondering if we will meet again. Anyway! He is a good guy.

Let's do it

Deep in her heart, there is a sound saying 'asking me out, asking me out'. She has the desire, but he has not shown up yet since their last meet.

Doubts are between the two. Who should move the first step? Is time going to sort it out for the two? Or, are the two going to face it together? What is going to happen then?

Falling in love is an implication of being heartbroken in the end. They realize the fact which stop themselves stepping forward.Let's wait and see.

Surprise

Andrew told me that it is an interesting fact that Adam likes me. What a big surprise. Well, thanks. The time is not right. Yet, I believe he is a good boy. Adam is nice enough not leting me know because he is leaving. His choice is correct. I, myself, do not even know where I am going to be.

Life is filled with risk. Adventure,Sonia!!!!

Thanks for thinking of me. Things will be easier if I say YES to you. Yet, I have changed a lot and I do not believe my heart will be there for you. Life is risky. It will never be easy for me to live on my own in UK. I know where my heart wants to be. You came at wrong time. I do not want to settle down. I like being free and having night entertainment times every week. Let it comes naturally, do not push. I need fresh air. I am fine here and trying to get a brand new life. Thank you.

WHY

WHY?
I love being here, but I know it is hard to get start.
Why there? I was going to give it up.
~ DREAM ~