Do Not PUSH!!!

Thanks for those people who eagerly keep checking my return. I feel warm inside, meanwhile, I am disturbed. My heart is not there which means I am fairly good here. Please do not push me.

I admit that sometimes I feel lonely for the sake of there are no close onces. Yet, I enjoy a lot when I am with myself. I meet new people, learn new things, experience differences whenever and wherever. I need stimulation to keep going on. I really find it is extremely boring for me to go back to any place where I do not want to go.

Anyway, thanks for all the concerns. I judt do not want any pressure. I am fine here. Please do not call me back eagerly. I will be back when I want to. It is just a problem of time, NOT ME!