Apologies? Too LAAATE!

He came and asked what happened between us after that party. I had no idea what he exactly wanted so I lied that I could not remember anything. He kept asking and showed me that he felt sorry. Then, I just told him part of those things. He said that he was drunk and could not remember what he did and said. It sounds like bullshit to me and I do believe that it was an excuse.

Those were bad memories to me and I did not want to recall anymore. But, he seems trying to let me tell him something that I really know. What is his purpose this time?
I was not comfortable with him after that party because I could not tell if he was really drunk or not. He looked normal and I really thought that he pretended being drunk.

Why does he ask? What does he want to know? Does he really do not know anything? I hate being tested. Saying ‘please’ or ‘sorry’ thousand times does not mean anything. I told him that he owed me apologies and he also promised that he will make it up for me. No use of doing so. Do people can reuse a broken vase for admiration? I do not think so. It hurt inside. It is too LATE.

If he really cares about that thing, why did he not talk the other day when we were out with a group of friends? To be honest, I did not expect him to be there though it was a coincidence.

Anyway! Should I tell him the truth? It was very annoying and he was annoyed. What is his purpose this time? Was he really drunk like what he said? No, I do not think so. He is not a person who can be drunk easily. I had already let this thing passed by and considered that it did not happen actually. But, why could he not do the same thing as I did. It makes me feel hurt again when he is trying to figure it out. It is no point!

There is nothing to explain. All the things had happened was a truth or a history. Apologies do not fix anything. It is too LATE LATE LATE.

I do not care about he is going to apologize to me. And I think I have to pretend that the late-coming apology is accepted. All I want to do is slapping him or punching him. Phock jerk!