Bad Day..

I felt so disappointed and tired today. Our supervisor, Sue, gave us an extended lecture which lasted about 20 minutes this afternoon. I was tired and sad so that there was no way I could follow the whole lecture. At beginning, I tried to focus on the lecture. Actually, I don't think I have big problems in English listening. The point is that today's lesson was out of my field and I think I won't get much even the lecture was in Chinese. So..., I am sad for the reason of only knowing the materials in my own field.
今天是個極度悲傷且內心受到打擊的日子...,上課時,老師播了長達將近20分的錄音帶練習聽力,我越聽,越能看見周公的面貌!一直打頓,無法集中精神,有聽沒懂,快睡著了.錄音帶的聲音好沙,好沉,真的適合用來催眠.通常,練習聽力並不會讓人如此崩潰.無奈,再加上,今天的內容即便是中文也不是我所能了解的領域.超失敗的!學習的死穴就是,非擅長領域,無法學習!眼睜睜的看同學與老師高談擴論,自己毫無機會加入討論,快要崩堤大哭一場了...