EXB

It is a surprise to me whenever you chat with me online for the sake of time difference. It has been five years, thanks for leaving a place in your heart for me,so do I. The thing I want most is to get whatever you give. I cannot help myself from falling in love. I tried to keep you away from me. However, I surrendered when you showed up.

I have missed you since you were gone. I should have claimed that I loved you five years ago. No matter what we do now is in vain because nothing is worther than a hug, a smile and a word at that time. Once was all that we had and those visions kept truning around in my mind.

Someone asked me the reason why I don't want to visit you. It is because being together with you is not the most important thing I want to do. I have no idea when we would see each other. Or, when we meet, you would be someone's husband and I would be someone's wife. Who knows!

You won't be mine, neither I will be yours. I don't want to live in our past, neither in our unknown future. You set a good example for me to meet another who is better than you. You should also fine another and get married. Best wish for you. Let ours be historied.