Get Away

What I said is true not critical. I have known a group of girls as my friends for more than one year. They are not competitive enough to stay top in the class. I have no idea why we could get together.
I want to run away, the place right now is where I should not stay. Everything just gets away. I want to stay alone. Everyone has a sense of belonging. But, now, I want to spend time on myself.
The reason is that we are too familiar with each other. That's the reason why I want to keep personal space for myself. I don’t think it was wrong to celebrate her birthday overnight. The problem is that I had to ride for going to her place at midnight! Everyone knows it is such a dangerous thing for a girl - ride midnightly. But, still, I didn't refuse your request for the sake of peer pressure. Frankly speaking, I didn't show my fully happy heart to her birthday. Can I leave now? I don't want to be as silly as you are! Thanks for the time we had been through. BYE!!