Happy New Year~!

Hey~!Let's countdown!Only 3 days left until the New Year.
As December comes to an end,people think about the new year and all the ways they want to do or recall something meaningful that happened to them.so do I.Then,are you ready to make New Year's resolutions?
To my delight,my TOEFL grades has improved this year.(I received the record 1 week before X'mas.)It was a great encouragement to me!I enjoy college lives,but most of the time,things like harassment never stop visiting me.
If matters weren't important to me,I wouldn't be so irritated.I tried figuring out the diffrent between "What I want to do" and "What I have to do",then asking an instructor who are trusted for help.He told me "Consider priorities and make sacrificies." Un-hun!That's what I have to do.Just give a little try,and pass through 520(TOEFL),then I would be qualified to Elite Project.Just make more efforts and reach more than 570,600 will be better,then I could be in American in 2007.Once I have my heart set on studies,WHY NOT?Everything is possible thought I have obstacles.I feel that I'm such an ant and struggle to climb Mt.Everest.But he,the instructor I mentioned above,also gave me a piece of good advice which says:It is just the phychological aspect involved in any begging.I find hard sometimes to pull myself together to start doing something.
Well,keep the torch buring in my heart.Give a chance to even a slim thing because it could make a big change.Probably!But,I doubt,just as someone told "I honestly don't know how it will work in two different countries,but love is patient.If it's true,it will wait for studies first. Well, what's the point of loving someone if I don't truly know how to do things on my own?
As a scout,you know how significant your uniform means to you.Sarah needs me to lend her mine because she is going to Thailand for the 25th Asia-Pacific Regional Scout Jamboree.(http://www.aprjam25.org/)she got to get 2 prepared.So,I did.Alas~!How I wish I could be there as well,but it is almost conflicted with our final exams.I want to beat it and win scholarship.What he said is right-"SACRIFICE." Has ever the word happened to you?
Since the relationship is ambiguous,maybe it would become just a passion of time."Hand in there",someone said to me.Um...,no idea...
Since extracurricular activities might distract me from studies,why don't I take a rest for a while? I mean take turns and do it intermitently,scouting especially.
Since my goal has never changed,it would be worth performing.Not until this month haven't I refused all the activities during winter break.It's NOT EASY to make a choice.However,I did. I decided to devote myself to the work in hand.Invest my time for studies.Keep an eye on my needs and put myself first.
I am really touched.Whatever!If things or someone I'm still interested in,I would keep it going on.Anyway.Now,calm down. Just do it!