Sad,because I care.“Accept",they said.

Life is an adventure,it is much exciting than riding roller coaster.Five years ago,I failed to grant permission to Wenzao Ursuline College of Language,but today I came back again for the English Impromptu Speech Contest.Guess what?The same result happened.
Trying one's beat couldn't lead to succeed,but being successful always goes to one's head.It's really self-contradictory.Either English Recitation Contest or English Impromptu Speech Contest has been kept my mood from bad to worse.Though it had gone,
I still feel worst.I'd like to have a big cry,but what should I cry for?
While getting into the hall,sitting on an armchair,waiting for my turn,I couldn't stop staring the ceiling because I had to distract my unease.Almost all the competitors got their instructors nearby,and they kept giving their students comfort
“Where is my instructor?I need his encourage,too.”It kept stirring from my heart through mouth to head.Oh~!My!I’m such a stupid to promise the substitute.Anyway,I still received several SMS which helped me pick up confidence from those close mates.
There were 33 rivals,but 5 were absent.Alas!They should have given themselves a chance to experience the process of struggling for winning the champion.So,at least,
I was selected to represent our Department to participate in this activity.Not bad! In other words,I conquered myself.Face it instead of avoiding the reality.
View losing as positive and view it as a learning experience.Make“lemonade out of lemon".Well,losing is an excellent chance to learn more.I will come back next year!!
However,it's not easy to take it with a smile,grin and bear it.I need time to recover.Laughs have been hidden for weeks.I wan to YELL OUT~! Therefore,I will go to a concert with my friends tomorrow night.