Back to school

It has been 10 days long since I came back to school and I had been busy for taking and dropping courses since school started. I take 18 credits only this term. Well, it’s less than last one.
Now I’m stuck by another problem. Should I keep working part-time at office? Here comes a new director and a new assistant at our department. Though I could work at the same place, the teaching environment has changed since they joined our department.
I’d like to take TESL as further studies, but I haven’t had any teaching experience yet. Therefore, I need a part-time job at cram school. Also, I take ESL/EFL Methodology this semester and it’s dull because I can’t apply these techniques. Who knows Professor Chen talks about!! I just study literally. Huh~! Maybe not…,theoretical!
I always wish that I could be a happy student, live without something troublesome and enjoy camp lives. However, it seems not easy to perform.
Spending months to consider seriously, I noticed the goal in my mind is going to leave me away if don’t pay attention to studies. Where can I fine the answers to my mind?
Time is limited and I’d better to improve the poor grades from 500 to 600, therefore I could be qualified to apply a school overseas for the further studies. Is studying important to me? My parents always WARN me to do well at school so that I could get a better job than others. But, what does “better job” mean? Does a boss take his/her employee’s scores into consideration?
HANG ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~!! (yelling at the top of her lungs meanwhile)
Sonia: To work or not to work, it is a question.
(William Shakespeare – Hamlet: To be or not to be, that is a question.)