Anxious @_@?

It’s November already and it is the last two months of the year. Studying abroad has been my goal for a long time. I enjoy learning English but my English ability cannot be allowed to study at the other of the world. A student who was the top three in her class left school and told our professor that English was not her interest. Was it the real reason for her to give up? Our professor told us that he has made every effort to build sister schools up in U.K. to help students who want to study in U.K. and get two degrees in the four years. Maybe I should look on the bright side of my future because I still have two years to struggle and make my goal a reality. November is a midterm season for college students in Taiwan. In terms of another view, it is time to show what I have learned, isn’t it? But what am I afraid of? I need someone to give me some suggestions and then set my goal clearly. Our professor graduated from Edinburgh University ,but my instructor graduated from Harvard University. Both of them had different education backgrounds in English. What do I really need? Why do I want to master English abroad? Which one should I choose, America or England?